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For the past few months my depression has been getting worse and worse. I tried to avoid switching medication because I am petrified of gaining weight. Unfortunately at this point it’s become clear that I have to do something. Over the past week I have had multiple breakdowns and tonight had a major triggered breakdown. I’m hoping to get on new medication either tomorrow or Tuesday. I may be unstable for a few weeks while I get used to the medication. Please bear with me. I’m sorry I’m a pain in the ass friend, but I really can’t help it. I try to do my best but sometimes it’s just not good enough. I’m sorry.

I have not been able to work as much as I should have, because of my intense depression.  I apologize to anyone who has been affected by this. I’m trying to get back on track, but it’s difficult when it’s hard to get out of bed in the morning.  

Also btw at the moment my meds are super screwed up and I’m pretty much so depressed that I wish I was dead and my doctor is out of town for a week so I can’t do anything right now and so ya.

Sorry for craziness because im messed up in the head right now.

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